Wednesday, May 5, 2010

It's too unbelievable but it's true, that I take 12 hours to finish one chapter of marketing. 7 chapters to go, and again I have to finish it before 9am tomorrow. I don't know where is my study mood, today whole day I watching drama while studying. Therefore, here memorize there forget. In the end, re-memorize. Hmmm. Wish me Luck.

It might be the reason why I seldom studying together within a group. I would feel stress. Imagine, you seeing people reading halfway of the whole book but you are at the starting point. Huh. Haha. But when I study alone in the dining room, I would keep surfing net. Then when I lying on my bed and study, I would fall sleep, very effective seriously.

Taking 7 subjects in a sem really quite tiring. It make me feel emo sometime, make me feel helpless all the time, make me feel lifeless somemore. Because, once new sem started, after the first and second week of the new sem, I would everyday sitting infront of the computer, facing my "beloved" book. Because examination is held every week. Of course, it's not midterm/final every week. But are, quizs+midterms+assignments. There's 14 weeks in a long semesters if not mistaken. And, all my coursework are finally done on the week 13. Final is on week 15. Yeah. That's my life in this semester.

I cannot withstand with it if it has to last for 2 years more. Seriously, it would drive me crazy if on-going. So, I am seriously considering to extend one more semester because it won't delay my graduation day.


And. He told me, not to be dependance. Because it cannot be forever.

Hmm, I should think it seriously....after finals =)

Now. Back to study. Second Chapter. Better kill me LOL.

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