It was Snake King aka Yang and Vancas' bufday yesterday. Celebrated Vancas' bufday instead of Yang's bufday. I not really want to join the celebration at first to be honest, but I do hope my friend has a happy birthday=) Seriously, it is my first time hanging out with almost whole coursemate, 21 people included Malay friends. I feel glad that I finally decide to go. You know why? Because of one sentence that she said, [ I have not listen to a bufday song for many years ] It makes me think of, hmm actually how long I never listen to it. *Ahem* Might be I have forgotten as well since I am so forgetful. Lolx. Hmm. I never think of this question. And, do you believe? It is really my first time think of that, somemore feel that actually a bufday song and a bufday cake is needed and meaningful indeed. Sometimes I do envy those people. Not for all but some, they surrounded by all the wishes and calls, celebrating with a cake, a bufday song and suprise. Their friends will plan the party very well but usually this only for certain friends. I usually ignore all this and now I think I understand why, because i never try it before. And, most of you have lot of pictures as memories during your day right? For instance, "My bufday pictures on 2002, My bufday party on 2008". I have tried my best to search my bufday's photo then I realise actually I don't have, even one. 18 years, I had past 18 years, 18th time zero-memorable-bufday.

Just crapping...

Yesterday went to swimming. I want to swim like all those professional do. I wonder how they can swim freedom-ly in the water. I wonder how they can just let go their body in the water relax-ly without worrying they will "mati lemas", forget the word in english. Me, I even failed to learn to float, it was actually harder than I imagined. I love the feeling when in the water but at the same time I scare to be in the water. Lolx. What am I talking about? Never mind never mind. Failure is the key to success. I KNOW I CAN =)